It's been a while since the last time of coming over, which is a good news for usually this place was used as a secret telling & keeping box where I willing to leave the said and pain side of me, or the real side of me to therefore presenting the world a 'happy and active me' with a mask cover and protected.
As logically, this message is written under the only circumstances that of I need to tell, to tell the hurting out to someone that care or understand.
The dissertation tutor allocation arrangement was established late last week, and I, surprise surprise, was sent to a person called nina (or nani that i don't really care)
In the very beginning, that i thought i was petty cool for that. For the traditional culture direct me to calm down and be cool, for I still got the trust of Leven that: there must be some reason for sending me under her supervisor. Therefore the 1st thing I did was not finding him to reason or argue, instead, I booked a meeting time with our dear nina, who I've never ever met before, totally acquaintance of...
I did come with hope...
for the last time
We've got approximately 40 mins chat without even too much chatting and introduction with her, thus the main topic was rather focused on the dissertation we are facing together.
She is such a nice old lady that always talking with a big smiling on her face and easy going apparence.
However, nice is not eatable, moreover, its not going to help me with my dissertation at all!!!!
1. She listened my presenting of my topic and interested area, and her reply was also honestly and kindly:
I felt your topic is really interesting yet I do not familiar with that and plus, surprise surprise, that is nor my research area.
2. She'd also kindly points that her happiness of getting 2 research materials for she is rookie about tutoring a master student and not surprisingly acquaintance of our master's dissertation.
3. however, as we said the new born cow felt no fear about the tiger, she was so interested to my topic, regardless her knowledge about the 1 and 2 namely the subjects and master dissertation, that she offered me the first piece of advice to show how helpful she is: why don't you make your dissertation a marketing plan, as marketing is my area of research interests...
She spent 15-20mins with me to discuss how interesting that might be and said do you have your module book with you that can tell me if you could actually do that...
She ended up to ask David bowie about her new idea, and the result was ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!
Thank you so much for your supportive and motivation, yet such misleading support and deceptiveness tutoring method is really sth that I can not accepted nor tolerated...
Leven was not helpful as well,
As I already regarded, He opened the conversation with I'm not going to dealing with any of the dissertation questions...
He knew exactly why I'm looking for him as he asked you are not happy with your tutorial arrangement right. but I will not change anything for you.
he used points such as the dissertation is more student orientated rather than tutor orientated.
I give you the right to find David bowie at any time you think as necessary.
boshit
that I am doomed for this dissertation!!!
a rookie who not familiar with neither my topic area nor tutoring a master student, who didn't knew she don't know and thought she know, which is the most terrible thing in the academic world and who is so nice that I can not even angry with her...
What the hell should I do about that.
Happened in 2010 March 16 the birthday of puyi and after the 3.15 day against fail and fake product...
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